Ask me anything   19 | Filipina | Guitarist | Psych Major | Noob Skateboarder | Daydreamer

    have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves as we’re falling asleep? we whisper words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, that he’s happy, that people will change their minds. we persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left us behind. each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that when we wake up in the morning, it will all be true.

    — 5 months ago with 10 notes
    #sleep  #night  #overthinking  #quotes  #sleeping  #thoughts  #feelings  #hope  #life  #life quotes  #reality quotes  #reality  #feelings quotes 

    You can be happy tomorrow. You can be happy when you get through your list of things to do. You can be happy when you meet the one. You can be happy when you get the right job.. You can be happy when you stop buying the things you need and start buying the things you want. You can be happy when the weather suits you. You can be happy on a plane. You can be happy in the rain. Or you can stop reading this, take a deep breath, and be happy right now.

    — 5 months ago with 4 notes
    #be happy  #happiness  #happy  #smile  #quotes  #happiness quotes  #happy quotes  #life  #reality 

    We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art, because we desperately want to feel together. We want to know that we are not going crazy and that somewhere else out there, someone is feeling exactly what you are feeling. 

    — 5 months ago with 5 notes
    #music  #poems  #quotes  #art  #feelings  #life  #reality 

    After a while, you learn the difference  between holding hands & falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made and sometimes goodbyes really are forever.

    — 5 months ago with 5 notes
    #goodbyes  #promises  #quotes  #life  #reality  #love  #difference  #let go  #letting go  #learning  #temporary  #life quotes  #love quotes 

    "I understand why some people get themselves drunk. It’s not because they just want to get wasted but because they want to escape each killing moment they spent every fucking night thinking about what’s happening with their damn life. Of course they don’t forget their problems. At least they don’t spend the night crying themselves to sleep."

    — 5 months ago with 21 notes
    #drinking  #drinking quotes  #quotes  #life  #feelings  #nights  #moment  #reality  #life quotes  #drunk  #alcohol  #forgetting  #problems 

    I’m in one of those moods where there’s nothing really wrong in my life, but my brain keeps on insisting that there is. Or maybe it’s my heart that’s doing the insisting. I can’t really tell. You know that feeling?

    — 5 months ago with 50 notes
    #feeling  #moods  #heart  #mind  #life quotes  #quotes  #life  #feelings  #heart vs mind  #love quotes  #thinking  #overthinking 

    I could write novels about pain. Not the kind of pain you get when you break your arm, but the kind that makes your broken heart go into your throat, so that it takes all of your energy and concentration to breathe. The kind of pain that makes you want to scream & sob at the same time. The kind of pain that makes you want to hurt everyone around you because you’re suffering & they’re not, because they can breathe without feeling guilty & hold a normal conversation without breaking down into fits of tears or rage. A pain that bites it’s tongue and nods acceptingly when asked if okay.

    — 5 months ago with 1 note
    #love  #pain  #life  #quote  #feelings  #pain quotes  #life quotes  #love quotes  #quotes  #i'm okay  #i'm fine  #lies  #pretending 

    What I’m most afraid of is that feeling..The feeling of being alone; of being lost. That feeling when you have absolutely no idea what’s going on inside of you. When you have no idea what’s coming next or where you’re going. When you feel lost while you’re just sitting in your room. When you’re just completely empty inside and you can actually feel it.

    — 5 months ago with 5 notes
    #lost  #lost quotes  #quotes  #feelings  #alone  #empty  #life  #thoughts 

    "… I want to grow old looking at the same face every morning. I want to grow old looking at the same face every night at the dinner table. I want to be one of those old couples you see still holding hands and laughing after fifty years of marriage. That’s what I want. I want to be someone’s forever.”

    — 5 months ago with 5 notes
    #grow old with you  #growing old  #quotes  #love  #love quotes  #reality  #reality quotes 

    “You can do better. You deserve so much more.” In reality, you’re right. But sometimes when you love, you love the person for who they are despite what they’ve done wrong to you. That’s what love does to you. It’s not about who you deserve, it’s about who you want, who you need, and who you love.

    — 5 months ago with 11 notes
    #love  #love quotes  #reality  #reality quotes  #quotes 

    The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention, that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn’t be, places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring, and sometimes your heart takes you places that can never lead to a happy ending. And that’s not  even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, and you go into the unknown, and once you do, you can never go back.

    — 5 months ago with 3 notes
    #heart  #heart quotes  #love  #love quotes  #right  #quotes  #life  #reality 

    I’m not too sure if I’m happy or completely lost right now. Definitely a little lost, but aren’t we all? I have no idea what I’m doing in my life, or where I’m going. And I think I’m okay with that right now. For the first time in awhile, I noticed that I’ve changed. Maybe for the better, maybe not. But does it really matter? When we change, we can never go back. Each day is like a chemical reaction, you can tell something has happened because it can never go back to what it was. A new substance has formed; the process cannot be reversed.

    — 5 months ago with 37 notes
    #change  #quotes  #change quotes  #life  #life quotes 

    Not every girl wants to be in a relationship. Some just want good company, a guy to vibe with, converse with and laugh with. Not in a rush, start off simple, and let the rest find itself. Having someone to talk to and feeling comfortable around them is beautiful, and it’s a good feeling.

    — 5 months ago with 6 notes
    #bestfriend  #guy best friend  #quotes  #friend  #friends 

    So I guess that’s what you do; you wait. You’re always going to feel pain, hurt, and pressure. But over time, your wounds heal, your heart grows and you begin to forget exactly who made you the wreck you are today. Because with time comes strength. Once you get through the pain you can embrace everything life has to offer and pursue that with your head held high.

    — 5 months ago with 3 notes
    #love  #love quotes  #quotes  #pain  #time  #strength  #wait  #right time 

    "I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out and tell you how I feel — like how much I miss you, and how I love you despite my broken heart, and how I need you in my life, and especially how much I want you. But those words will forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too…but I’ll never know."

    — 7 months ago with 6 notes
    #secret love  #love  #quotes  #love quotes  #secrets  #bottled up feelings  #feelings